Sometimes I totally feel like I’m being picked on, my computer has been losing internet connection on a regular basis, which is irritating as hell. So do I call AT&T to give them shit or is it just my lousy computer being predictable again. I really need to get this thing looked at and now my laptop is also giving me problems and obviously I don’t know how to fix the sucker!
The depression I felt I was fighting seems to be hangin around like a long lost friend I still haven’t touched my quilts and now I’m lookin at more people living here and running out of time to get them done before we go on our little trip. I just can’t seem to get my act together these days. We started a new program and it’s a good hard one makes me feel I’ve worked out and worked out hard but I have pains in odd places and now I have a clicking in my knee. From what I understand it’s the beginning of my old friend arthur itis. I don’t have enough issues in my hands so lets hit the knees too! I am going to buy the new Tai Cheng program I believe it will help with my issues and maybe even get my stress level under control. It teaches meditation and has an alignment disc that is special for just us coaches. Yep gonna order that tomorrow, start my tying get my laundry and house done and my hair!
I do not understand how my computer can tell me there is no internet connection when there are other computers using it and my ipod picks it up. AT&T sucks so bad!!!!! Wish there was another company out there that actually offered internet service and it was actually a good service. I’ve been using the internet for many years now and not once have I had a provider that I would recommend to anyone!
I am going to have to breakdown and go to the apple store here one of these days, I have so many issues with my big computer and I even have issues with my laptop. I just haven’t wanted to go down to the galleria to take care of this, and I don’t want anyone going with me and I doubt very highly that I can pull that one off. He will have to carry my computer for me. I should try to take care of this before our vacation but I haven’t even been able to get myself going into tying these quilts. I do not know what is wrong with me these days, I workout hard and then I just end up sitting around pretty much all day long. I hate it! I’m thinking that I’m depressed and that’s why I feel so wounded right now!
Laundry is done again so I’m off to get the rugs out!
This morning I woke up to no internet connection which drove me right up the damn wall, I don’t know why I blow so hard over the electronics I own? Most don’t function the way they should and I don’t know squat about dealing with the problems. I really hate all the tech crap we have to deal with and it made me nuts that I couldn’t get on and log in my stuff. Catch 22 if you ask me, I can’t live with it and can’t stand to be without! Certifiable here just call the doctors and send em right over. When I lose it my doggies get upset they’ve sadly seen me very mad so now they are scared when I start to get mad, which makes me even more angry….yes I have major anger issues and absolutely no clue how to resolve them. I really don’t even feel like sitting here complaining because I know deep down it will do me no good what so ever so why bother and why do I get so pissed so easy? Sometimes I wonder why I’m even here if it’s only to constantly feel crappy, depressed and mad! I really need to get a handle on these things and fast. It does me no good to be this way!
I can’t even believe I’m trying to do this, I’m no writer but then some of the stuff I see written are also by non writers. Where do I start, well computers make me crazy, I can’t figure too many things out which makes me want to jerk this sucker out of the wall and throw it in the pool. In other words they don’t make me very happy! There are millions of things that I need to do and I can’t figure out how to do them and I have nowhere to turn for help. Some people are very lucky and have their children who know more or a spouse who knows more or friends who are willing to help. I have none of the above! Oh I have children, they don’t know anymore than I do, but my grandchildren now they know it all! My spouse won’t even turn on the computer and my friends well let’s just say the ones I do have aren’t near enough to help and the ones who are close aren’t friends! It’s not like I’m stupid and I even took classes which taught me nothing. So me and computers have a very nice love/hate relationship, most of the time I hate mine!